Queen of disaster. ♡

And I looked around
at the daffodils and dandelions
and I knew
i was too insane
and messed up
to be in this innocent place

my mother’s trust issues are leaking into my chest
and I’ve got my father’s nose and his tendency to
stop calling back
so I’m sorry
about the 9 missed calls I have from you
and the 6 voicemails I never played
I swear I’d love you if I could